Saturday, July 30, 2011

I am still running not looking back

So last year July (2010) I found myself running...


I am running after my dreams I left a great job that I dearly loved this was something so hard for me to do on so many different levels. but I knew it had to be done...I quit my job and pursued something I have always enjoyed doing... after the longest nine/ten months of my life, ... meeting new people some remain friends others just a shadow of a memory in my thoughts


 ... I have learned so much mainly to face all my fears head on ... with that in mind I will continue to keep running forward attacking every fear I might carry, I had a special lady in my life tell me that anytime you have a fear or just afraid to do something you have never done,  she said to JUMP right in it... to face my fears, yes that sounds so easy and after putting it to the test i believe it is just that easy, a mind over matter.... our thoughts can consume us and if it is the wrong/negative thoughts it is liable to keep us in bondage..... 


For some of us fear has kept us in bondage for decades.... that alone is a scary thought... simply put we have the power to change our destiny right now by changing our thoughts and facing our fears......and when you jump don’t look back...

Last year was my first JUMP and since then I have not stop jumping nor running.... I believe that if we really are serious about what we want out of this life we must get up and get on a new path.... I encourage everyone today that it is not too late for you, your destiny can be those visions you have seen, you are not to old, it is not to late.... If you are alive then you CAN...!!!  :)

Blogging ...

Seriously I have been trying to fancy up my blog site and connect other sites together for the past two days... why am I having all this trouble ...I was told this would be easy I guess I will start from scratch and see what happens... it seems like I am taking the long way b/c there just has to be a better way to do this ...just a though

Friday, July 29, 2011

WHY NOW?!?!

After some time now I have been through a lot in life .... who hasn't.... my thing is no one shares... as I have enter this new Adventure in my life I am gonna share everything...
Something’s you may already know other things well, we will just see....
this will be a journal of my life as an Makeup Artist & actress ...Yes I said it actress ...

As you know most entrepreneurs dip into a lot of things as I have in the past... But my passion is the Arts itself...I love makeup, fashion, & Acting ...

so enough said i must tell all about this makeup artist interview I had on Tuesday and why I did not return for my second interview today .....more to be said ...    




IT IS NOT ALWAYS GOING TO BE LIKE THIS .....RIGHT????

Becoming a makeup Artist seems to be a very challenging task...Its not that I cant do makeup or that I am a slacker, it just seems no one in the business is willing to help direct or give you guidance about anything... I have been down this path before "LIFE" you get very minimum in put until you flop...I just want to know where were you before the fall ...

Tuesday I had an interview for makeup Artist at this place called "****BLANK*****", name...Now I am a person of organization ...meaning I like to me on time ready to do business with materials ready& so forth ...well the young lady I was to meet with was late and very unprofessional to me...example of this would be the cussing an inappropriate attire...I could go on but that seems pointless....now dont get me wrong I believe these women could do hair...but doing hair and doing business two different things... my question to myself was...."Is it okay this early in the business to turn down work?" 

Most would have not walked away from a gig this early in their career, but by all means I had to...well at least i felt like I had too... but then I think about how it would have been nice to have another photo shoot in my portfolio...building a portfolio is a whole other monster all by itself... unfortunately I did not return to my second interview...I am still looking for more opportunities...you think you walked into a door only to see it was not the correct door to walk into, or was it....